There But Not There

"Suddenly I remembered someone..he is there but he's not there..yet he is still there..haha..so confusing kan? Here comes along the rite song in my mind:"

Aku Bukan Aku

Lama sungguh hari berlalu

Hening malam menyiksaku

Bila bersendirian sepi jadi pilu

Kau pergi aku yang hilang

Sedikit pun hidup tak senang

Langit cerah ku renung mendung kelabu

(korus)

Kerana diriku bukan aku

Tiap kali kau menjauh

Fikiran tak keruan

Jiwa rasa kekosongan

Diriku bukan aku

Tiap kali kau menjauh

Pulangkan dia ke pangkuanku

Yang digemar menjadi bosan

Sukarnya cari ketenteraman

Bila hati bersedih semuanya tak betul

Ku cuba setabah hati melupakan

Dirimu dari ingatan

Tapi semakin dicuba semakin rindu

"The last phase is really true..somehow I'm still thinking how to get rid of him while he's there and yet still? In my breath? In my head? In my think? In my move? Haha..now it sound like P.Diddy song lak:"Every step I take, every move I make, every single day, every time I pray, I'll be missing you Thinking of the day, when you went away, what a life to take, what a bond to break, I'll be missing you"

Haha..what a "sengal Friday I have today?"